Moreover the family couldn't share the grief with relatives due to the distancing. But in my experience if a girl says "i need space" then give it her no question. Here's her story. She knows you too well. Just let her get on with whatever she wants to get on with and you have to do the same. Anyway, so guys you are not alone in continuing to go through this hell, i thought it might be comforting to know i'm still getting it really bad at times, really really bad. Either way we all have to work towards what we want or who we want in life and not only so but treat that person with 1000%, take it easy life is precious. Since we met up a week ago and ended there has been no contact from either of us. The only reason she wont get back with me is that she thinks im going to hurt her, which im not. Look forward to reading your post You're spot on - love is definitely like a drug. I suppose it depends on how long it goes on. speak soon x" ( im going next week ). Then slowly but surely i started eating again. Work and focus on YOU and once you’ve healed more and are able to balance your past trauma with current relationships, reach out again. I mean if they change their mind later on and realise they've made a mistake, then it's fair enough that they tell you then and at least you have the option of getting back if you want after a period of being allowed to get over them, but you may have moved on and then he won't be able to have you. It seems to me he's keeping you there at arms length so that he can go off and play around with other girls til his heart's content and then if he gets bored or realises he's made a mistake then he knows you're there. I was seeing my ex for 2.5 years aswell. This girl was madly in love with me and I never thought she would end it. I was exactly the same as you with the gym. Of course, a bunch of rapists went over to tell their stories. Going crazy and would do anything. This will explain it best. Can you believe that? It'll be the best way forward for you. It was annoying wasn't it? I know it's tough to function properly, but you have to at the very least make yourself get through your studies. As people grappled with the news about Bourdain, celebrities took to Twitter to share tributes about the celebrity chef and post the number of the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. It's only slowly, you won't even notice it, but it does happen very very slowly. 1) The last contact i had with her was about mid december (unless you count a text on christmas day saying "happy christmas", which she replied to with much the same). Do guys come back to you when they're ready? So that will be maybe a week, maybe a month, but it may also be never (as i expect to be the case with my ex and i). But at the same time, even if I told again and again how much I love her and want to commit to her, I feel like I need to tell her again. Don't apologize or plead but do be sincere about your desire to better yourself beginning now (DO NOT say "I'm totally changed." He still won't tell me that he doesn't want to be with me, which is also a plus. It's got to me so much so that i ended up privately shedding a few tears two or three times. Wasn't Ready to Comitt. Listen carefully for you saying or thinking, ‘but I can help him/her’, or find yourself endlessly delving into what is creating their inability to commit in the hope that you’ll heal them and they’ll change and be so grateful they’ll stay with you forever. I lift weights and i'm thinking about her, but i'm also thinking about making sure i lift those **** weights cos that is one thing i can achieve and get something out of. At least if doing some moping meant no moping the next day you could probably argue the case for moping. I am going through the same thing right now only my boyfriend is the one who is having the life problems, I don't know what to do, he is my first love and I miss him so much, I have always wanted what we had and now it is gone, he gives me hope that it will be back but he doesn't know how long it will take him. If you saw your future with someone you'd want to be with them now wouldn't you, you wouldn't say oh well we'll see later on, i'm not sure what i think at the moment. Many couldn't even see or touch the person for the last time. It doesn't. Even though she told me about 3 times that she needed to think and then turned me down, she didn't ever say anything like that she thinks we'll end up together, so consequently i haven't now got any hope left. I truly hope that with time she will realize that I am now different man than when I was 22 and ready for her. I really don't know what to do anymore. Guys im in the exact same predicament and am going crazy, so advice would really mean a lot. Hi NIght Orchid and thanks for your words in this, they sound very experienced and make a lot of sense. I did and would have done anything for her, i didn't deserve that treatment and i wish i hadn't put up with it. 1.) Can you get down the gym? Hi regrets just saw your tread and as a caring human being would like to share my opinion? help, By entering this site you declare She consumes my thoughts!!! Sad but true, and that just means he doesn’t know what love is all about. Oh and i suggested us going off for a break together, a week in the sun so we could relax and try to have a bit of time for us to work things out a bit. Essentially all the qualities that she fell in love with when we first met. Now I Want Her Back. Had an affair with her when she was eleven. My ex is abusing me psychologically in exactly the same way. And it is OK to be at different places in life. Why are you studying your ego and how things look and come across? So esentially it's like he's got you there as a fall back. I think it's much fairer to say either "i want to be with you" or "i don't want to be with you". But please note that first loves, you guys really lasted through some tough years when many people are struggling just to find themselves let alone one another. Ex broke up with me cause she thinks i wasnt ready to commit, what to do? Stop paying attention to what everyone else is doing. I'll try to make a contribution tomorrow when i have a bit more time to write something hopefully worth reading! It's so hard when you love a person like you've never loved anyone else. For the first time, with any girl, i was ready to properly commit and make things work. It is hard. I will give my input at my earliest convenience. Not ready to commit but happy with the benefits. I still have my break down moments too, and I try to keep them to myself and to a minimum. It's not gonna help you concentrate on your work. I'm in love but I'm not sure that I'm ready for a relationship, 4 Ways To Tell You Are Not Ready for A Relationship. I'm not ready for a relationship right now...Let's be friends. You’re in therapy and working towards loving yourself and all of your own faults and traumas of the past. Try to keep him at the back of your mind by doing other stuff. Ive reached the point of ultimate understanding. Do I owe her the truth? Ugh, I don't know, it will hurt less over time, it has only been one week, I am young only going to be 21 this year I'm sure someone else will show interest eventually. That is what is killing me and causing all my anxiety. Sometimes we give up on losers and move on. So keep up the good work, don't be contacting her. It really helps! An expert weighs in on how to try it safely. It wasnt in a bad way i said it, we were just chatting and i said that was the easiest way for me to get over it. We were both each others first love. You've gotta have someone who thinks you're worth having as much as you thik they are, the feelings have to be mutual, there has to be a mutual respect and i don't think she had the respect for me that i think i deserved. I have been experiencing him break up and make up for 8 years now. I guess people do sometimes have a period of doubt. I know how hard it is to have to contemplate that you may never have her in your life. You accept the breakup I made a mistake last night and went to a club she goes to. Don't try to conjour up any reasons why you need to contact her cos you don't need to. Holidays, events and birthdays are EXCELLENT ways to drop in and keep contact without looking like you're in it for you. It's like a drug man, I feel the need to hear her voice, to hold her in my arms. I couldn't stop thinking about her and couldn't get close to anyone else. She won't want you constantly badgering her. I would really appreciate some advice here, my heads in a complete mess. Not an open relationship. This is something that I hear all too often from our readers. Happy, confident, in shape, mt degree in my pocket, a good job. Have you ever wonder how did she feel when you broke up with her? I know that's easier said than done cos i think about her all the time too, but i try to avoid moping. You just have to say right f**k it i know i'll be thinking about her, but i'm gonna get this piece of work done cos i have to, it's my life this and i'm allowing her to mess it up. My ex broke up with me and I would die from a call from him-not that I would take him back. After 2 years she moved away and it became long distance. I'm in the same boat, and I have had a history of doing the same thing due to pretty rough trauma in the past. It was seriously tough to take. You're clearly really tired at the moment, and trust me not having enough sleep is not going to help your mind function. We met up last week and i explained to her at which point i started to love her, why i was different before and that i had grown up and now was in a good place. But of course that was not seen as a good idea either. And it gives you a buzz when you've done a training session, and there might be some nice hot chicks down there! He said he wasn't ready for a relationship, then he dumped me and got a girlfriend. 3.) So she basically ended the relationship stating that she waited long enough for me to change, and I didn't. It's ok to have a bit of a mope every now and again i reckon, but don't let it dominate your day to the extent that you aren't doing what you need to get done. But I won't! This is your future here, she might not be in it, but you need to pass all those exams to ensure you can get by and get the job you want in future. Force yourself to look after your priorities first of all. I will never date him again.” It probably isn’t going to help your case any if you stop by her and say, Hey baby, I’m different now. I dunno if she'll come back, maybe she will, maybe she won't. You're still young, you have PLENTY of time. I would do anything to win her heart and make her understand how much she means the world to me and how I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Now she's twenty-two. I'm going to go this afternoon, but even at the gym I think about her while im lifting the weights. At the same time, she shouldn't be expected to wait for your healing especially if the process is causing her emotional distress (which it appears to be doing). Like you said you don't want to find someone else and then find you're not haveable. During our relationship, I was afraid to make a big commitment to her and she often told me that I needed to prioritize her in my life. And keep some little hope. 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